still not enough

i want to rip up the pavement
grasp the asphalt and the stone
the ground will crack open like my skin
and i will keep going
through the arterial spray of the water pipes
through the dying embers of electrical currents
until there is a pit that is deep enough

i will fill it with your bones, your bricks, your letters
the newspapers you read in the morning
and the beds you sleep in at night
i will tear up every inch of civilisation
until it is all buried in a mass grave
i will empty every can of fuel
onto the uncovered remains
and i will take the last match in the world
it will all become ash and i shall watch it die

this will still not be enough.